chasing cars;; snow patrol.
screw it, youre not worth my time or my troubles. maybe its time to finally take the advice ive been handing out and apply to myself. or maybe not. i dont know, and now i dont particulary care either.
whatever.
andd the fam(ily) first thing i was referring to on past posts.... one of thee most important things in my life.
my family <3
KEViN HON;; my big brother<3 miss you, have fun at ucsd(:
LEANNE GAN;; practically my twin sister<33
JON WAN;; my stupid little brother(; haha. you just always there<3
other distant relatives....
LESTTER YEH;; boy with funny spelled name(: <3
BRANDON YEH;; my personal hairstylist<3 haha.
and as for sammy, again. not worth my time or thoughts.
THANKYOU for helping me to realize that.
talk to me if you need to.
later f[reak]ers. always, lianaa.
screw it, youre not worth my time or my troubles. maybe its time to finally take the advice ive been handing out and apply to myself. or maybe not. i dont know, and now i dont particulary care either.
whatever.
andd the fam(ily) first thing i was referring to on past posts.... one of thee most important things in my life.
my family <3
KEViN HON;; my big brother<3 miss you, have fun at ucsd(:
LEANNE GAN;; practically my twin sister<33
JON WAN;; my stupid little brother(; haha. you just always there<3
other distant relatives....
LESTTER YEH;; boy with funny spelled name(: <3
BRANDON YEH;; my personal hairstylist<3 haha.
and as for sammy, again. not worth my time or thoughts.
THANKYOU for helping me to realize that.
talk to me if you need to.
later f[reak]ers. always, lianaa.
- Location:home f[reak]ing home
- Mood:
thankful - Music:chasing cars;; snow patrol
chasing cars;; snow patrol. reminds me of friends and how we just didnt care about anything(: wed just hang out and have a good time.
but i guess times arent as SIMPLE anymore... though i wish they were.
gee, whatever happened to "want to be friends" and "i dont want to lose you either" WTF[REAK].
and BECAUSE you still want to be my friend¬ lose me, you go and pull a stunt like that? what the hell is that supposed to mean? am i supposed to just blow it off? is this your idea of joke or something? just to let you know its not very funny. and if you didnt know, YEAH i can be PISSED OFF TOO. youf[reaking]a[pple]hole.
and uno what? ive always said i NEVER wanted to forget®ret what you and WE were to me. BUT NOW, i dont only regret what happened and i want to forget what happened, im ASHAMED.
i guess you dont see someones TRUE colors until you see them at their worst and best.
and you know what? i dont give a sh[ee]t if this is your way of coping or any other excuse you will or will not give me. im DONE with it. be my friend or dont be my friend its YOUR choice. but its my choice to WANT to be YOUR FRIEND anymore. and i think NOT. cause this just proves that youre a lyingsonofagun. want to be friends my ass.
and if you excuse me, im going to go brush my mouth with ALCOHOL. im scared of the A[$$]hole germs you might of given me. who knows how long the effects last.
byebye f[reak]ers, lianaa
p.s. seem harsh? talk to me when im really pissed off, youll see yet another side. want to talk? if your anybody but an HIM go ahead and give me a call 626.372.3231 chances ill answer: good. chances ill hang up on you: fair. but if you are him and youd like to talk, be sure to facebook message me. oh wait, you BLOCKED ME. hmm i guess thats out of the question then, but no. dont call me. your not worth my minutes. you werent even worth my time.
and no, im not pissed off just yet. im just MILDLY irritated.
but i guess times arent as SIMPLE anymore... though i wish they were.
gee, whatever happened to "want to be friends" and "i dont want to lose you either" WTF[REAK].
and BECAUSE you still want to be my friend¬ lose me, you go and pull a stunt like that? what the hell is that supposed to mean? am i supposed to just blow it off? is this your idea of joke or something? just to let you know its not very funny. and if you didnt know, YEAH i can be PISSED OFF TOO. youf[reaking]a[pple]hole.
and uno what? ive always said i NEVER wanted to forget®ret what you and WE were to me. BUT NOW, i dont only regret what happened and i want to forget what happened, im ASHAMED.
i guess you dont see someones TRUE colors until you see them at their worst and best.
and you know what? i dont give a sh[ee]t if this is your way of coping or any other excuse you will or will not give me. im DONE with it. be my friend or dont be my friend its YOUR choice. but its my choice to WANT to be YOUR FRIEND anymore. and i think NOT. cause this just proves that youre a lyingsonofagun. want to be friends my ass.
and if you excuse me, im going to go brush my mouth with ALCOHOL. im scared of the A[$$]hole germs you might of given me. who knows how long the effects last.
byebye f[reak]ers, lianaa
p.s. seem harsh? talk to me when im really pissed off, youll see yet another side. want to talk? if your anybody but an HIM go ahead and give me a call 626.372.3231 chances ill answer: good. chances ill hang up on you: fair. but if you are him and youd like to talk, be sure to facebook message me. oh wait, you BLOCKED ME. hmm i guess thats out of the question then, but no. dont call me. your not worth my minutes. you werent even worth my time.
and no, im not pissed off just yet. im just MILDLY irritated.
- Location:outerspace
- Mood:
irritated - Music:chasing cars;; snow patrol
whatever i should be studying... er looking over worksheets. but again im procrastinating.. do it in the car? maybe... andd
whothehelldoyouthinkyouare? mylifedoesntrevolvearoundyou, andimnotinterestedinyoueitherimean... seriouslyyouneedtogetyourheadsetonstraig
keyword: try. is it going to happen: most likely not. honestly, w t f [reak]. well i guess now i should look over and color stuff. and i have summer school... to the computers and dead cats! ...ew, lol.
always, lianaa
- Location:my room, home
- Mood:
awake - Music:tweets;; birds
gwah, i still havent looked over any anatomy stuff... i guess ill just get up early.... lol at least i hope i will. ohhh and my profile pic.
stupid samudra, lol<3. just kiddingg. sort of(; he said he was too cool to smile for the picture, thats why diana stole&hid your book. HA :D
wait.... thats my book that i let you borrow.... gee THANKS. stupid little boy(:
...i just noticed that almost all of my friends are guys, well using the term "friends" loosely at least. haha, let me rephrase. most of the people i hang around are guys(: i blame swim. haha, and seriously varsity swim next year? good joke, im slooooww(: besides im lazy. chances of me going to practice? little to none. oops. hmmm... do i practice intensely during the summer? ...nahh, imma get killed by incoming freshman anyways lol. whateverr. i wonder if i can get my twentynineseconds down to at least twentysevenseconds before school starts... probably not. epic faill(:
homes been boring... im stuck wayy too often. we should all hit the beach ;D
always, lianaa
- Location:still stuck at home.
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:hey jude;; the beatles
sorry my dear, your lines arent hot enough for me(;
- Location:watching house @ home
- Mood:
lazy - Music:house(:
always, lianaa
- Location:watching house @ home
- Mood:
happy - Music:house talking(:
nothing happens for me on saturday mornings anymore... i remember i used to get up at like 9ish and go out with my parents and stuff. haha, all just so i could go out later with sammy. gosh, i realize how much work that was now... i slept till one today(: yes, i am a lazy butt xD hehe. hmmm.. im hungry. jieun(: i want a cupcake! lol, delicous. well, im going to go waste my time watch house. byebyes.
always, lianaa
- Location:ho-ome(;
- Mood:
hungry - Music:all again for you;; we the kings
lmfaoo(: to think i gave you a chance. i d i o t, i didnt think you were that obnoxious. hmmm.. not the right adjective? whatever, there a thin line between being cute and overdoing it. and blaming everyone else for your mistakes, gosh. that really irritates me. youre more arrogant than _______. and wow i didnt think that was possible. but i guess you both have your "titles" or whatever. and heh, at least the other guy has some modesty. whatever(: not like i cared lol. amusing at first, but now more of an annoyance. but again.. not like i c a r e.
word of advice: shapeup(:
i suggest you take it. you dont wanna end up being like the self centered retard you trade to name the smelly thing after. that wouldnt be good now would itt? haha. whateverr.
a n y w a y s:D
im just happy i didnt fail the collo test(: i find it funny that i say "collo test" instead of "anatomy test", same with bio it was never "bio test" lol somewhat strange? and for like the first time in a long time i have like a 89% in his class... haha that hasnt been that high since... the first quarter of freshman year... ouch... lol thats actually kinda sad): im just stupid like that :p
andd i cant believe im a SOPHOMORE now. i feel olddd and ino why everyone always hates freshmen now lol. they can get quite annoyingg. i wish they had mute buttons(: thatd be very nice. haha i bet we were all like that at first.
kinda wish there was polo toniight... rather practice than go to acteens :p im sooo sore from yesterday though. && i need the excercise. polo>everything(; haha.
and BYE-BYE JOBO. we'll miss you):
always, lianaa
blogging is starting to become an obession.. not good.
- Location:computer, home
- Mood:
amused - Music:the town that you live in;; sherwood
fun fact:
aim status: i smell like a dead cat.
Poloboi101: that's the formaldehyde
i love how everyone can already guess, lol
andd. things werent as bad as i thought(: nothings changed.. well sorta.. lol, ill go figure. hmm i think i should get off the comp and actually study.... gwah, test tomorrow... i love how i can fail class in the regular school year and summer, all by the same teacher(: wow im stupid lol. especially w. my awesome C for the last quarter, haha. faillll, and i probably would of had worse..... meh. thank you(: going on...
dead cats. smell really really really bad.
sooo excited for tomorrow(: haha fooodd! i should bring a change of clothes. dont think my friends would like the stench of dead cats lol.
ice cream sounds yummy... and im gonna miss you jobo :'D i still cant believe your leavingg... no more fun times in math, huh? haha.
welll... going to steal ice cream from the fridge and go studyy. NIGHT POLO later(: byebye peoples.
always, lianaa.
- Location:still home(:
- Mood: hungry
- Music:far away;; nickelback
thank you ____. lmfao you are an awkward polar bear. thanks lots. lol gwad. you just had to tell me, huh?
and tiffany(: if youre reading this... how long do you think itll take "him" to "say" something to me? haha im thinking... end of next, next week tops? but then again i might be off... like i was with joses timing lmfao. but then again i can always hope the awkward polar bear was joking... hopefully... hmmm we shall see, haha. had to make things so AWKWARD.
whateverr... ill deal =.= thank you a lot.
haha, its still good though(: its kinda funny, i can TELL. somewhat obvious? ino he saw it already, lol. came back to double, triple, quadruple check? its kinda hard to make this vague, lol. well.. hmm what should i do...? whatever its summer<3 guess ill let it go as far as it does? or should i stop it before someone gets hurt(;? the latter... maybe.. the previous.. more likely. ehh that might not be so good in the long run. seriously... thats long distance. really long distance. takke it as it comes.... for now... stick to just studying and messing around.
i call it being friendly, but apparently not =.= is that seriously flirting? i havent even TOUCHED him. well... if it is...
note to self: make an effort to not flirt?
"dont waste your time. speed up your breathing. just close your eyes, we'll hope its for nothing at all."
- Location:still home.
- Mood: happy
- Music:secret valentine;; we the kings
- Location:still homee.
- Mood: happy
- Music:weightless;; all time low
fam(ily) first<33. always
- Location:home again.
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:getting into you;; relient k
fam(ily) first<33. always, lianaa
- Mood:
disappointed
haha, church. it amazes me how very little i pay attention, i feel bad for it. i guess im just not ready to commit anything yet. i just rather go out with my friends instead... hopefully that will change in time? haha jr. high missions is coming up(: hope gardens. and not to mention the last year of jr. high camp): that stinks... and i missed one year cause of my broken collar bone.. bleh. oh well, maybe there was a greater reason for that? possibly, things always figure themselves out in the end. i hope.
mmkay, done for now. time to watch HOUSE some more(: haha i shouldnt be wasting my time at the comp.. im going to get fat over summer :o haha oh well theres still summer polo(: ahhh! summer school starts tomorrow! grwah, at least its something to keep my mind off it...
- Location:home. where else?
- Mood:
blah - Music:the town that you live in;; sherwood
"a story told but never old, a warm arrival never left so cold. dont blink, dont close your eyes. but most of all dont apologize. its me who's got the demons to wrestle now."
fam(ily) first<33. always, lianaa
- Location:the usual
- Mood:
thoughtful - Music:song in my head;; sherwood
"dont say goodbye. cause i dont want to hear those words tonight. although we knew this time would come for me and you, dont say anything if youre going to say goodbye."
fam(ily) first<3. always, lianaa
- Location:my little corner...
- Mood:
depressed - Music:say goodbye;;skillet.
and wow the school year really has come to a close... no more first period mandarin with li lao shi... no more geometry with barton... luckily there will be girls choir next year w. cheung(: haha. and thank godd, no more fourth period english w. cantaloupe(: yay! haha miss you mrs. naqvi... sorta. ahhhh and no more fifth period colloD: biology was the highlight of the day.... im really gonna miss it. but theres summer school:p and ahhh i cannot forget my sports(: waterpolo<333
haha, im not sure if thats a good thing or nott. and yay i had three days of summer vacation(: now its back to school. computers with jose and anatomy with collo.. oh the joy.. dissecting CATS another science class to Fail D: uh-oh at least ill have tiffanyy<3 and summer polo :D
before i forget, on graduation:
i was sitting with leanne's family and they had airhorns. the people sitting in front of us were party poopers and started complaining and giving her dad dirty looks D:< and of course they point out that "it says so in the program!" in their little high toned, whiny voices. so when they started cheering for their graduate i thought itd be reasonable to yell out "heyy! you cant yell out the graduates names! it says so in the program!" which earned me dirty looks from the party poopers(: oops. well they startedd it, seriously how hard is it to politely ask for someone to please not use an airhorn? instead they go running their mouths and complaining and raising such a big FUSS, what losers.
this has to be the reason why we love our parents so much... nottt</3
- Location:home sweet home.
- Mood: amused
- Music:song in my head;; sherwood
"you&i will be tough act to follow. but ino in time we'll find this was no surprise."
fam(ily) first. always, lianaa.
- Location:my room, home
- Mood: depressed
- Music:photograph;;nickelback
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